Today

Today would have been our 13th anniversary of us being together.  It is hard to believe in 8 days it will be 2 months since he has been gone.  I miss him alot.  I looked at the sky tonight and the stars are so bright and the sky is so clear.  It just makes me think that I have a shining star up there watching over me.  Oh how I wish I could just see him one more time.  To hear his voice and to feel his touch.  The last couple of days have been rough.  I thought I was getting better with him being gone, but I guess it is really starting to hit harder.  I think being lonely or the feeling of being lonely is the worse about him being gone.